The song followed me until autumn. That familiar tune caressed me from behind, making me stop from my tracks just to be endowed with the melody we used to love together.

I used to despise this song, even when you listen to it a lot of times. You used to make fun of me whenever I frown upon hearing the first few notes. Each beat would hit me hard. Images of us stings deep into my heart no matter how hard I try to avoid it, even if I block my ears. I really hated this piece, but it's the only essence of you that stood with me.

I thought I can forget everything. I fooled myself thinking it'd be gone if I try to listen to other verses.

But here I am on the streets again, chained to the rhythm of a never ending dream. I gave up the opportunities to move on just to feel my ankles shaking with your imprints in my mind.

The song plays but only your voice remains.

I know you can hear me.

Sit beside me. Let me, at least, feel your heat. When did we last meet? Was it also the last time we fought? The sunset was glowing yellow while the wind blew eerily cold. Tones were high. There was a short argument, but we just ended up in each other's embrace.

Can you smile? I want to see those curves to make my day. Breathe, there's no one else watching us now. See that, you're still the same anxious youngster I fell in love with. You want wine or juice is fine? Let's make this time worthwhile.

No, we have all time in the world for this could be the last. Say everything or don't say anything at all. Your presence is much more important than what I can offer. Oh, when I'm with you, forever is a lifetime longer.

So what do we do? Let's watch movies. Let's get drunk. Let's think of our future. Or we can just compose a simple song like how we usually do.

I remember, take a look at this picture. I always recall moments like these. Playing games. Acting young. Only minding our world. Why can't we be just in our happiest?

No, don't force yourself to speak. I can read your mind. I just can't believe the events. I should have just said everything to you so you could also be honest to me.

If we had plans, if we avoided hiding — I could probably see you right now. Perhaps, you can still hear me. I'd still be able to touch your face. Maybe, we can finish this song together.

- @seireitei_